Wonder how to express my feeling right now, it is anger mix with sadness.. how could be, i long time never have this feel d, i dont like ever and ever.. it make me suffer.. it make me sad.. It is raining day, i m walking alone without umbrella.. listen to my mp3.. my tear almost drop.. hair getting wet, body getting cold~ no1 know how my feeling is it, my face with smile with others, but who knows my heart with bloody.. looking throughout everything around me, it makes me feel scared, something tht i scare i gonna lost it, something tht i scare i cant get it, something tht i afraid to face with it..

Im such a loser!

我的心七上八下 很慌 很乱